*This exists as my outlet for my distress because I have nothing else*

I am very ashamed and displeased with myself currently. This past week our so has been very emotionally damaging for me on multiple levels. I'm not an emotive person, I never have been. So I can't really talk about it. I want things to be better for me but everything moves in one big cycle. The only way I can deal with it is to find some way to channel all this bad energy... but thinking about my situation only slows me down more.

I can tell my life is going to be pretty terrible for a while.





...oh, what? You want art? Pfft. We don't do that in art school.